Heute ich sehr müde! Von 8.30am bis 1pm, spielen ich hockey (for the 5-a-side carnival) . Was afraid one moment, when halfway through the match, the opp team guy hit our team player and apparently i had no idea why! Soon after another guy from the opp team injured our team member on the shoulder. Aren't they violent! And the worse thing was we had a draw and had to continue playing... Wish we had lost! In the end we did. Well, finally we got 3rd. That was good enough...for such an extremely sorching weather.
After that had to rush to church for the dance we put up for this children's day carnival, " I juz wanna haf fun". Was quite moody at first, din wan 2 do it and also had a few irritations over the others wanting to compromise the standards 'coz they were kids but i sort it out. Sometimes do wonder that am i really having heavy standards on others that makes me find it so hard to communicate with them. It especially came to me as after the carnival when me and joy went for dinner and she was sharing abt someone else who seemed to have the same problem.
Well i find that eventually, people do examine christians from bit to toe. Felt that too from the conversation with qiying and clement yesterday. It difficult to be one, but i gonna try anyway... and harder.
Prayer:
1. My decision in continuing in student ministry 2005- eternity
2. Taking german OEL1 or not?
3. Dominic - Army
charon