Im mein Wohnzimmer, Ich hat ein Bett, eine Stühle, einen scribetisch, einen Kleiderschrank, eine Kommode und einen Spiegel.

Bloodline Limit Genes, Superhumans, Zhen Chenggong, Nobles and Royalty.
When I thought of what I wanted to be in my past life, I wanted superiority. I wish I was a man. One of distinct abilities in the field of art and science. Like I duno. Doctor Blackjack, Naruto...something extrordinary? Or some Royalty or Noble clan or family.Strong. Just good. Good enough.

So sad u know.... I miss my blog and the internet. Last few days sth just went wrong. First with the internet, then with the computer. But now everything's fine =) Yar... want to write soooo much... but I'll wait till I'm free again. Yup yup. Just happy. Just wanted to jot the celebration of regaining my computer. Hee~ Proud of myself. Did the rebooting and internet connection all by myself. Ha.

I am damn pissed today...DAMN pissed. Studied for my QC common test, and when I saw the paper, I was like, " Oh gosh, so easy. Sure can score well for this...." And I finished the test with 40 min of the 1.5 hr given (which was like already a bit slow 'coz at least 10 people have handed in their papers). I waited. Until Idy decided to hand in the paper, which I follow suit.

Then we went out. Then was THE MOMENT. The moment where I found out I had a mistake in my calculation of precision/tolerance ratio. I was supposed to divide R bar by d2 which was supposed to be 2!!! 'Coz 2 measurement, instead I used 10, as in 10 for TEN samples?!! Wadeva... And Shi Ling went to tell SL abt my mistake..WHAT? I was thinking at the back of my mind: Woah she must be sneering at me lor and glad that she can do better this time. Am I too sensitive? Sometimes I do think tt way but then I dun think I need to pity her once I see her hypocrisy. Ya.

Anyway, I cooled down. Even though I said I hated them all for giving me all the unnecessary pressure in my life. Ya, those were the days... those were when me and fujuan didn't need to even slog for homework and were able to enjoy friendship and teenhood at its peak. This brings the point where I was thinking about today. Con't in next blog... Haha ('Coz it's an issue that I want to discribe in detail...not go through)

Anyway, now typing this blog at my bf's hse...Why? 'Coz my computer spoil lar...Haha. No lar... actually came to practice for the e-quiz for german tml. Tml is the e-quiz plus role play already. I will definitely slog for that. SLOG-- that's the word. But as I was trying just now...din fare quite well =( But I'll slog harder, esp 'coz I decided to take OEL1 for german okay... Optional elective sure harder and must pay wan, so now must build foundation well. Hee~ Really hope one day can get the cert for completing basic german. IT"S MY PASSION! Should stop here liao... Going home. TIll den.

Heute ich sehr müde! Von 8.30am bis 1pm, spielen ich hockey (for the 5-a-side carnival) . Was afraid one moment, when halfway through the match, the opp team guy hit our team player and apparently i had no idea why! Soon after another guy from the opp team injured our team member on the shoulder. Aren't they violent! And the worse thing was we had a draw and had to continue playing... Wish we had lost! In the end we did. Well, finally we got 3rd. That was good enough...for such an extremely sorching weather.

After that had to rush to church for the dance we put up for this children's day carnival, " I juz wanna haf fun". Was quite moody at first, din wan 2 do it and also had a few irritations over the others wanting to compromise the standards 'coz they were kids but i sort it out. Sometimes do wonder that am i really having heavy standards on others that makes me find it so hard to communicate with them. It especially came to me as after the carnival when me and joy went for dinner and she was sharing abt someone else who seemed to have the same problem.

Well i find that eventually, people do examine christians from bit to toe. Felt that too from the conversation with qiying and clement yesterday. It difficult to be one, but i gonna try anyway... and harder.

Prayer:
1. My decision in continuing in student ministry 2005- eternity
2. Taking german OEL1 or not?
3. Dominic - Army

I created this account because i wan to practice german, maybe reveal my feelings more.
Was doing my sem project a while ago when i rem i wanted to have a diary to practice germa. Later going to meet qiying and maybe clement. Nachts, ich habe Hauptmahlzeit mit dominic. Ja, that's the agenda.

Feel sad now, 'coz of the windstruck song ba...Guess that movie has never left me. It's been a few weeks pass, yet whenever i think of this show, i just wan 2 watch it again, i just wan 2 see a different ending to this... to see the male and female lead back together again. I guess humans are like this, always hope for the best to happen. But well, this reminds me of a story i read in an email which says about whether an event is good or bad is hard to tell. Coz good things might happen after that. The ending of Windstruck depicts that theory clearly. But deep in my heart, i feel that is not what it should be, for the love once shared......can never be replaced, only renewed. Haiz.

Hope brings one up higher than he can ever reach.... Perhaps this is the conclusion i can get for myself. Day by day, she hoped she would die, but when she was on the verge in the operating theatre, the hope to see him revived. But it was a dream, so real. She managed to live. She managed to wait 49 days to see him face to face. To see that hope of Heaven. It was the only thing that warmed her dying heart.

And she "lived"... for the promise, for the hope...
---that he once gave her and now sealed it onto the next best man's hand.