quote me
Freitag, Dezember 29, 2006
to live in a past with no tomorrow, or live in a tomorrow with no past?
i "lost" the bottle halfway thru the scrabble interhall games. went into a panic... and almost couldn't play the game. so many a times, turning to the last table i played at...just to peek if it's there.
and after going to the toilet, running all the way to the canteen to search... asking the aunties if they see it, asking the cleaner, and almost wanting to go to search the trash bags.
then whining all the way, and telling someone else how impt it was to me, how i would pay $20 for the person to return me... and tt knowing i will never have something the same from u again.
when i finally saw it. i was super happie, super relieved. so afraid to lose this only thing i have tt u gave me.
call me crazy. that waterbottle means alot to me.
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again it's u.
Freitag, Dezember 22, 2006
cHaRoN posted at 11:50 PM
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haiz. thou i knew it would be like this. you won't even try to ask me how i am spending christmas. or ask me out. surely it's with her one wad. but still. haiz haiz haiz. how many times can i still...
haiz.
do u remember me?
haiz. arh... aiya. i wish u will sms me.
haiz.
that's all.
all i want for christmas is...
Samstag, Dezember 16, 2006
and...
and and and...
more...
and the very last one....
get it? muahahahahaha. ;)
i looked at our past conversations. haiz. was i really noble to give it up? i know i dun have a choice. but i really still wanted to be with u. it was then, it is now, and it will be.
dunno izzi ytd i wished so much assurance from u... dat i dreamt abt u talking to someone on msn. and there and then was all the explanations.
haiz. how i wish i am the observer in watching the dramas. i know everything. but then is really knowing everything good? wad if u really dun love me anymore. can i really take it? sigh.
like juan asked why i like u so much. haiz. all i can say is... u kio tio lor. i've never done so much for any of my bfs before. when some of them really sacrificed so much for me. and yet bingo u got it all.
sigh. why all the other gurls in hall so xin fu one.
i guess it's one of those days i feel confused. these few days when i go see u at IHG. it's great seeing u play bball again. after such a long time... thinking back when i saw u in secondary 3, it's really a kind of destiny to rem u and see u play again i suppose.
i just didn't dare to look into ur eyes again. maybe 'coz i'm really scared to find out the truth. but to know u noticed me is probably the next best thing tt day. 'coz the best was when u scored consecutively. i wished it was 'coz of me, but i guess not.
sigh. saw u at both the soccer match and the tennis courts. u always seemed happy with yx and robin and jh. maybe they really make u feel good. that's probably where i realise...
if u had met them first. maybe i would have became redundant.
ur life's pretty good to speak of now.
but i'm just laying in a corner.
i know man. i know.
i know i'm not expecting u to even do anything now.
sigh. but when jh just asked me abt my eye, i was equally shocked and upset.
why izzi that he can do something so simple tt u dun even notice.
my seniors can notice my msn nick.
when i see yx, he can say hello.
i want to talk. and i wish things would change.
and i guess it probably only would when the world has only me and you left.
but then again, i'm afraid it's all my imagination. juan says it looks proper as a fling come and go.
fuck. 'coz it's not.
when i saw ur clothes in the washing machine today, and when i took it out.
i knew it.
i know wad i am thinking.
like in a game. now i can only shout "pass!" ...
is there still a chance to talk on x'mas?
secret of the sexes
Donnerstag, Dezember 07, 2006
cHaRoN posted at 10:58 PM
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lemme tell u. it's just amazing how many of science can tell u abt nature. and how many amazing documentries and films there are in arts central.
today, it was this doc as stated. talking abt male and female differences due to this hormone called testorones. male has more testorones, and it was produced more since young. this attributes to so many things... like their competitive edge in winning? and their visual spatial skills... it's just pretty amazing.
and the gurls? at young they love interaction with ppl... kids few hrs born love to look at the faces whereas boys just like to look at anything? and they are also born with more empathy, and language and emotional skills.
but the more amazing was the conclusion tt... despite such generalisations... there are exceptions. a woman with really good visual spatial skills and a man with empthay... which then means tt it's not only the sexual brain tt creates such differences, but also differences tt belong to individuals... =)
and 1 more myth broken:
men are not more promiscuous than women. we are the same!next week's on compatibility... i gonna watch!!!
charon 