taking an advantage
Donnerstag, Februar 22, 2007
cHaRoN posted at 10:16 AM
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or an edge over me, is it really so fun?
gosh.
it's the 2nd time i let my tears roll down after him.
it's amazing for a person like me... is just simply always bullied by guys.
teasing my emotions like half the time.
it's just getting harder to take each time.
i din need a r/s.
yet i stooped so low for a person who isn't even sure he likes me anot.
why is it like tt all the time.
haven't i made myself clear i din wan a marriage like my mum.
tossed into candy floss sky, drawn back on the rocky hard ground.
i have been satisfied with my life half the time. why are there still such traumatising things?
leave me alone for a while. if u love me, show me that u do. 'coz i really dun need a jerk anymore.
Montag, Februar 12, 2007
anyway today has been another tired day. haiz... been doing up the b'day deco. guess ling's b'day was pretty much a success besides being the usual chalet birthday. there was a pretty nice decor and i am the proud display artist of the feathered-dolphin wallpaper to cover the ugly clothes behind the wardrobe. =P
sometimes it just gets tired doing tt. and i'm so super afraid it will not turn out as well as i expect. sounds like a wedding huh? sigh. and another person can't make it le. sigh sigh sigh. i only wanted 1 happie day this yr.
hope i can really do my best for it ba...
it's just another day i thot of u.
just not too long ago where we first met and i guess it might be love.
just sometime when i thot it is over.
just thot u might have forgotten abt me even earlier.
looking at the past and wondered why i let go.
knowing tt i still have no power to hold u back.
at times it drives me crazy just thinking i want to talk to u.
yet the numerous times we passed each other. and my mouth was shut.
in my mind the hundred words flashed past.
and then it just goes away.
i wished to hold.
i wish to know.
but more than ever, i'm always scared.
probably why i have even more crazy thots.
it's just another day.
there's another day ahead.
doodling
Freitag, Februar 09, 2007
cHaRoN posted at 12:02 AM
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i thot i was never apt at drawing. the
n during lesson tried my first cartoonic pic:
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she says, u draw what u think...
dunno.
hana kimi n b-day prep
Montag, Februar 05, 2007
oh gosh. it's a super nice show in short. i loved to watch ella act... esp as female lead in serial dramas.... and for this one... there's another favourite... ferenheit! bravo leh... cannot resist. and as i watch it just reminds me of the tingles u get when u were at the beginning of liking this person and all... haha. it's just nice enough to be single and watching sth nice as such >.< hehe.
so i just slacked the entire weekend away in watching this... ooops. but it's worthwhile la. hees. but of coz now i noe i have alot of stuff piling up.
and besides, gotta go home for b-day prep. woah! the list of things get more and more... and the problems are also surfacing more and more. goodness! spent the entire of ytd nite and only got the minimal done. gosh. but i saw my sec sch yrs photos... haha i did become a little more pleasant than the past yea... haha. gotta work harder the next weekend to get all the things hung up and test try my food.
need another helper:
1. Camera man/girl!
gosh u gotta be prepared to snap super many shots that day!
oh and i forgot to mention. mum's gotta get me a gold necklace? since when she became so old fashioned???
arh and new year's coming and i haven gotten my clothes.
in short short! many things to be done. 1 yuhan!
S.O.S please someone help me.
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