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i wish...
A time for everything. Letting Go. ♥
be good at...
Mittwoch, September 12, 2007
cHaRoN posted at 10:52 PM | 0comment

how wonderful life is. when u're in this world.

then again. in the midst of studying so far, i feel like i am draggin myself to this. but after all, it's my choice and i really for once want to complete this with wad i can.

but my soul has never least desired to be wad i wanted to do.
it has somehow always been a disappointment in my life that i have never been able to master something in my life... counting the things i knew... or learnt.

swimming, abacus, guitar, harmonica, hockey, german, bridge, cooking, painting. none of which i even reached a stage i wanted, not even mentioned proud of.

sigh. at some point of time i wished i din even try to learn. then i wouldn't have been so demoralised.

but i realised u really need to dream to live. yah... and this intense desire is back.

so many things that i want to do in my 20s.

i wan to run a marathon.
i wan to make my own dress.
i wan to bake a cake.
i wan to cook really good food.
i wan to paint.
i wan to continue my linguistics education.
i wan to enter a marketing competition.
i wan to travel and see the world.
i wan a time and space i can be alone and read what's around, and in me.

i wan to be good at something. and do it to the end and be remembered for it.

and now. i really wan a watch. i wan to see sunset with my dearest. i wan to eat dinner with my mum. i wan to rest. i wan to get a camera and snap so many shots. i wan to run.

all the big thots in the small brain. good nite.
today is...
Mittwoch, September 05, 2007
cHaRoN posted at 12:22 AM | 0comment

unhappy.
small things that trigger a mind.
left alone and brewed to think if love can be so fragile.
do u love me as much?
listening to sha sha de yong qi...
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