Haiya. Dun wan to write the name already. Everybody knows. Anyway, just really wanted to say that I'm appreciative of the chance god has given me to know and understand you as a friend. Think you are really sweet. Always sending me things I want. Lil' things, but I can see. Maybe it doesn't make u feel anything 'coz you said you're the rational type. haha... I was too.
But I find it difficult to maintain this because we knew each other on a 'nothing' basis; no common friends, no contact or direct communication before, only channel is via msn or mail, which I guess is difficult to even know how you actually are responding. And apparently you are rather busy or away most of the time. And I dun wan to be overly forcing you to reply all the time. So... I was really lost last night not knowing what to say until I felt like giving up. Of course I won't.
But I thought it over, and decided to keep silent instead. Maybe you will start missing me and find me... hahaha. Maybe God will open another channel for us. I decided to wait for God to create his mircale again. =)
So for my silent fast: It should be until 1.11.05
Anticipating Christmas, that white christmas, the love festival, the time where I can get a chance at it again.