haha. ytd talked to cy. maybe tt's the best thing tt happened this week. of 'coz it also includes seeing him i guess. but still. we're drifting. of coz i shouldn't bother 'coz we are frens already. and i also have a lot of things to do.
i tell myself i'll not mention the fact abt liking him again and in fact i promised cy to lead a happier and better life.
but i'm shocked anyway, tt she actually admired me for the courage i had to love. well... i really also dunno wad am i doing le. it seemed tt till some point of time, there wasn't really a choice to love or not.
in fact, from the beginning it was a mistake to many that why should i plunge into it when with nothing on my hands, no securities or commitment or anything. and being a fool to keep on loving despite the fact nothing will/might happen.
i really dunno. all i can say, it really matters to yuhan how ppl view me. but yet, i go on from day to day. it also matters how ppl view u. so tt's why i shut up abt the wadeva story tt really is between us.
only thing is:
i found 10 reasons to like u. amazingly, 1 cannot be fully explained. but it's because of tt 1 reason, it makes me go on loving u each day, more and more.
the limit of f(forever): f(x) approaches infinity as x approaches 0.
love is a trump to life.
u gave me alot. cy knows. learning to submit/give in, listen, be stronger, to laugh, to be bullied 'coz i always think slowly, to see reality, to love and be loved. even knowing tt i will not always get wad i want. i hate tt. but i don't live with a choice all the time. i dunno will i ever accept tt fact tt u will leave someday. but...
thank u for appearing and becoming my destiny.
'coz for everything u ever said. i remember. and i felt tt we once loved each other alot to sacrifice things for each other, and teared. tt's really impt to me.
i just feel sad yet xinfu. sad for wadeva coming ahead might really hit me hard. but xinfu 'coz i knew i once was in love, and i wan to live with such a form of conviction.
if everyday is forever, 'coz forever is made of many everydays... i just wanna tell u... "i love u everyday."
And tt's all i can give dear.
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joke: maybe if someone called sleeping beauty stole my prince from cinderella, she should return him. lolz.
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