love is the beginning of all happiness. or is it?
sometimes i dunno is it i'm just trying to be too detailed, i really look into fine lines as and when in the relationship. when my bf doesn't.
ytd i've been trying to decide wad kind of image or meaning he means or is to me. like when u see a certain object, it will usually protray a certain meaning or evoke some feelings or some sort.
turns out to be... i look forward to seeing him. coz he always make me laugh. i know that's nothing wrong. but it's like u see a soap u know it's to clean. for me when i see him i just think he's really funny and looks like every other soft toy. perhaps what we always do is and eat and have fun. which doesn't make me feel like we're a couple. it's not i dun love him. maybe we act like clowns too often a time.
and to think this was quite bad, check out his answer. i remind him of food. gosh. he says coz we eat too often.
i really think it's a joke. but i really dunno how to solve this. he asked me to see his facebook profile ytd under the application 'live it up!'. the one thing he wanted to do was "marry my gf". and i was of coz elated when i saw him. but when i know such imagery we have of each other now, and when i also looked thru his profile carefully. i realise it takes more than just love to be tgt. really. not that i dun want to be with u, i guess we need to see each other more clearly. 'coz i really... Don't believe in extraterrestal beings.
charon