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i wish...
A time for everything. Letting Go. ♥
Moment, Chance, Frustration
Donnerstag, November 11, 2004
cHaRoN posted at 11:08 AM

I am just frustrated. Yesterday's anticipation and all turn to naught.I don't want to meet you. Because I want you to realise the agony I went through yesterday. I had summed up all the longing and excitement. I knew that I didn't want to get the presents or anything more than just seeing you. "Sorry," was all you could say, at least I guessed that. You told me to be logical, was Love logical? I used to think that way, and found it restricted the wonderful love one could have ever dreamt of.

If I didn't give you a chance long ago,and you didn't give me, we won't be what we are. Topping up with the exact moment at Pasir Ris beach, our lives came together. But now, I feel that you can't see these moment and chances anymore. Is it because you grown used to just having me around whenever you would like? And we have lead too normal life everyday that you can't embrace what might have been instant romance?

(I'm not hinting anything to you below...It's abt my friend, SL)

Anyway, I felt rejected. With SL because I seem to always be the one getting close to her and trying all opportunities to go out with her alone. SL, SL, sometimes I wish you can just bother to call me, ask me out and think about our friendship.I love to glue together. But one day when I am tired, I will tell you the same thing I told you, even if I hate to do that,"I think we are suited to be normal friends."