Lord, I feel very sorry that I didn't keep up with my promise. Not only that, I must have broken your heart that I like so didn't trust you and took things into my own hands. I don't want to let go 'coz I really think he is near my ideal, but God, let me remember you are all mighty and you have things under control. I don't want to try to dictate my love life anymore. I end up being more miserable and hurting you. Please forgive me for thinking I can do it on my own. I trust Johnston into your hands. Grant me more than ever faith to carry on this journey of friendship and patience from you that I will come to understand that you have a timing for every purpose. In Jesus' name I pray, amen.