i dunno if "dunno" is a good word to describe wad i am supposed to do.
it's the exams period. study hard.
i guess it's on everyone's minds.
just tt to yuhan. haiz. my friend is going to quit sch soon i supposed. to many is unbelieveable. but god knows we are all struggling. and... not tt it din occur to me i will to. but maybe i need a yr 'coz of my commitments too. but then again.... i also wish tt maybe if i'm out, i won't be as miserable each day.
trying to understand wad u are thinking.
i...
i hope tt i won't disappoint u. i dun wan to doubt u. just tt... have u ever thot how i feel? every comment ppl wan to say abt me, is just becoming a smack on the face. sometimes i fight so hard to explain that this love is real... i become tired. i become doubtful of myself. now only cy understands. which is lucky. wad if there is none?
hen xin ku. sometimes i just fall on the verge of giving up. just forget everything and it will be better. but sometimes i know this means too much to me, as i hope it was to u too. and evertime i see u smiling, it just warms my heart. maybe u dun even know what's going on. but u never knew how much hope u bring along with tt.
yuhan really wans to support u with wad she have. jiu shuan there is no reciprocation, jiu shuan to u, a gurl shouldn't be so obvious, jiu shuan, i know that, u won't have to fight for this, and jiu shuan i know deep in my heart there won't be an ending.
god knows when will i walk out of this. haiz. esp when pam is going to get attached, yet my other dearie is having problems with her r/s. and shan...
you shi, zi ji kan bu dao de xin fu, xi wang ni men hui yong you. =)
charon