Terrible ending. He told me straight in my face he likes someone else and the person likes him too. He must be living in bliss all the time to even realise the obvious hints I've been dropping. Oh well... It's God speaking. I think I know I should back away now.
Lucky girl to have won his heart. Lucky me to have seen God's heart!
Pride killed me for a few days... 'coz was like installing wc3 that day, thinking we could play together and also I want to play this new version tt will reacap my primary school days of playing wc1. Then somemore was all along dreaming and hoping to see him play the guitar...for me. haha. goner. And his discipler even and his gf even came to see my profile...made me think sooo much...
Hopes set too high, falling hurts too much.
Trying to think back was it a scam to stop me from irritating him whole time, or was it to test that I like him by responding so insensitively blur.
But...cy says:" cold hard facts." Well I was reluctant to give up like that more than I was upset, but God showed me once and again with friends and his lukewarm attitude online that it is not going to work out anyway... unless God allows. Still hanging there, not sure if holding on.
Not wanting to talk to him that often anymore. Not wanting to explain.
Anyways, remembered:
What God cannot give, He will take away.
Folks... just to let u all appreciate 'the funny conversation':
marshmellow. says:
hey
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
sup
marshmellow. says:
reign of chaos and frozen throne what's the diff
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
fz is the expansion
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
dota mus use fz
marshmellow. says:
okay...
marshmellow. says:
i just started playing lar...
marshmellow. says:
but hor...got prob with the frozen throne cd lar...
marshmellow. says:
so can only play reign of chaos
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
ic
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
but regin of chaos
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
and the game i play
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
is different
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
but the controls are the same
marshmellow. says:
different in wad sense...?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
the game play
marshmellow. says:
aiya...i super blur now... my brother just tell me things halfway then leave....
marshmellow. says:
juts gotta figure out on my own
marshmellow. says:
u playing now arh?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
nop
marshmellow. says:
haha okay...
marshmellow. says:
eh u ytd very funny hor...
marshmellow. says:
say u brb then offline
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
my comp hang
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
so i gave up
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
then i did nt go back online
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
why?
marshmellow. says:
oh...ok
marshmellow. says:
no lar...
marshmellow. says:
just think very funny mah...
marshmellow. says:
coz i saw the msg 'brb'
marshmellow. says:
then go do something a while...
marshmellow. says:
then u offline le
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
ok
marshmellow. says:
hey
marshmellow. says:
i ask u sth arh
marshmellow. says:
u and daniel good friends arh
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
huh
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
which dan
marshmellow. says:
urm...
marshmellow. says:
the mc for the first day
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
i am his disciple
marshmellow. says:
oh...okies...
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
y
marshmellow. says:
no lar...
marshmellow. says:
coz he got view my profile mah...so i was wondering how he knows...
marshmellow. says:
then his gf also....
marshmellow. says:
haha
marshmellow. says:
btw hor.... i think tt time u gave me the website http://www.megaupload.com/?d=33ZYQ3N2 ...cannot dl
marshmellow. says:
ytd i on my com whole night....
marshmellow. says:
just to realise time out....and not the first time liao lar...so just gave up....
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
yeah i thik i cant work le
marshmellow. says:
huh?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
the link
marshmellow. says:
oh okies...
marshmellow. says:
aiya...
marshmellow. says:
eh u really not comfortable talking online one huh....
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
no la i am toking to other pp
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
yeah .s.s
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
what up
marshmellow. says:
never mind lar....
marshmellow. says:
u like always super busy to me lar...
marshmellow. says:
must book appointment then can talk...
marshmellow. says:
haha
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
err what u wan to talk to me abt?anything impt?
marshmellow. says:
must have something impt then can talk huh...
marshmellow. says:
then nvm lor...
marshmellow. says:
u go and talk to other ppl lar...
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
uh /
marshmellow. says:
aiya...no mah...u say only got impt things then talk mah...
marshmellow. says:
i dun think got anything very impt and urgent...
marshmellow. says:
btw what's the name of the cell u are in
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
huh i got no name for my cell
marshmellow. says:
ok...
marshmellow. says:
hmmm....
marshmellow. says:
are u talking to a lot of ppl now
marshmellow. says:
...see u reply so long must be...haiz
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
no la only one person
marshmellow. says:
me? haha honoured...
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
uh no
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
and another person
marshmellow. says:
ok
marshmellow. says:
......
marshmellow. says:
hey this pic nice anot....
marshmellow. says:
what does it look like to u
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
a cloud
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
or a dog in a cloud
marshmellow. says:
yeah~ u got it correct!
marshmellow. says:
my friend sees it as a skunk
marshmellow. says:
look like meh...?
marshmellow. says:
the person on the other conversation must be super impt....
marshmellow. says:
right?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
erm okae la someone i like frm church
marshmellow. says:
hahaha....
marshmellow. says:
i knew it...
marshmellow. says:
no wonder lar...
marshmellow. says:
for how long already?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
huh what u mean
marshmellow. says:
haiya...i think i got the wrong meaning
marshmellow. says:
forget it....
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
??
marshmellow. says:
okies...
marshmellow. says:
i thot it's some special girl u like that is from church...
marshmellow. says:
but it's not right?
marshmellow. says:
right right right?
marshmellow. says:
hahah
marshmellow. says:
i feel so much like laughing today...sorry
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
special girl
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
what u mean
marshmellow. says:
....
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
what the diff between special and girl
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
hahas
marshmellow. says:
a girl is special only when u like her more than a friend...u know....
marshmellow. says:
and there is no diff between special and girl....
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
yeah i like her more than a friend
marshmellow. says:
aiya...that means yes lar....
marshmellow. says:
so just now i was asking u how long did u like her already
marshmellow. says:
u get?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
oh quite short
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
1 month or more
marshmellow. says:
okies...
marshmellow. says:
does she know?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
yeah i told her
marshmellow. says:
huh...
marshmellow. says:
okay
marshmellow. says:
so how did she respond?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
oh she also like me
marshmellow. says:
okay....
marshmellow. says:
hmmm....
marshmellow. says:
tt's
marshmellow. says:
good
marshmellow. says:
yah
marshmellow. says:
i..
marshmellow. says:
er...
marshmellow. says:
wish u well
marshmellow. says:
=)
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
u alright?
marshmellow. says:
no but so wad rite...not impt
marshmellow. says:
aiya.....
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
why u not alright
marshmellow. says:
because u are a cow...hahaha
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
huh?
marshmellow. says:
nothing lar.
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
uh okae
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
so u are okae rite
marshmellow. says:
i duno
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
why dunno
marshmellow. says:
not so alright but dun ask lar... u don't want to know at all
marshmellow. says:
anyways
marshmellow. says:
let's talk abt other things
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
ok
marshmellow. says:
u talk first...i abit lost now arh
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
erm i now checking out on shares
marshmellow. says:
huh?
marshmellow. says:
u mean stocks?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
ya
marshmellow. says:
u got buy one meh....?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
nop
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
dad does
marshmellow. says:
okies....
marshmellow. says:
talking to my friend on the phone just now...
marshmellow. says:
just hung up
marshmellow. says:
yah
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
ok
marshmellow. says:
so...
marshmellow. says:
how's ur dad now....?
marshmellow. says:
is his walk with god closer?
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
nop
marshmellow. says:
okies...
marshmellow. says:
do u think i'll be able to see u play the guitar one day?
marshmellow. says:
brb
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
y u wan to see me playing the guitar
marshmellow. says:
no whys
marshmellow. says:
but it's alright...think i shouldn't have asked...
johnst0n- can u see the wind? says:
ok
marshmellow. says:
wait...i wanna save the conversation down haha....
charon