well... know I have given up entirely. there's too many bothering things. not the right time yet and we don't clique...blah the 'n' number of excuses. and apparently I can sense he's not interested and I realise I din like him after all.
All I want for christmas is ...
I duno. apparently I thot was someone to accompany me... yep, someone volunteered. but well... it seemed to me that it ain't that after all. I walked a big round again. I think I need God... but I'm not taking any effort.
Haiz. When will I meet the right guy... Haha. Hoping next year's birthday or the year after next will be a huge surprise! It's gonna be really important to me...=)