eh... I think I currently in dreamland. Not like wonderland....where things are ideal... maybe living in denial of reality ba... haiz.
Sometimes... too caught in the moment of...
A lot of things... being free. being indifferent (knowing it kills the heart). being mean (I guess I'm not all that nice at all).
But haiz...which me is real?
thot I already found myself.
but yet still struggling between the past and the present.
I want! I need... contentment and learning to put others first.