aiya...was rather happie...finished my 2nd song le... entitled," this block-head, of mine!" well...heard my friend's sad story of how it was an expected ending... to all the crush on a guy. He hinted in an indirect way. Well...of course she was upset...who wouldn't be? Haiz...think I rather bad...just wanted to tell her I knew it would happen...
For myself...so recently... quite a few times of crushing on a guy, then crushing myself instead. Feel so terrible everytime I know the truth...of 'coz it's so one sided...but still, it hurts...dumbly speaking that is.
Ever since the r/s was over...nothing went right. Maybe I wanted too badly to fall in love.
Crap. Already J, S,W,C,B....5 leh. What was I doing? Peeling my heart like peeling the skin of the orange? Soooo tired.
Give up. I know I said it for the 'n'th time... but it's sooner or later sucking dry out of me...Maybe I just need someone tell me that I'm just gonna be unlucky this entire year...not going to meet the right one at all. I should buy that.
Shutting the door of my heart. At least,
stop the noise that tells me to love;
stop the feelings that wants to hope for something more.
Ok. start the pysching...single, single, single... better, better, better...