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i wish...
A time for everything. Letting Go. ♥
This Christmas...It's different.
Samstag, Dezember 24, 2005
cHaRoN posted at 9:49 AM

It's different because....
someone special is not around. Not that I want him back.
But I just want someone around to share the times, the many things I wanna get him and all.

I was pretty upset and flustered that no one's gonna be there, that I hadn't got prezzies for ppl, that should i write cards, that my pay ain't here yet (pissed man.), that I forgot as a christian what is the significance of christ to me.

but ytd it changed everything. Had cell christmas celebration. we played games, ate and had quiz at the same time, and had carolling (nope, it wasn't holding hands and dancing in a circle...). then we saw two video clips, one on CALL cell '05 and the other was on the item we prepared for callpa's wedding... ('coz it got cut that day...) heart-warming. Things get easily forgotten when we live life individually. And I also take things for granted.

Then we shared about things we learnt from cell this entire year. Apparently everyone was out of point... but does it matter? I think I always take things too practically, too rigid, too stiff. That I forget that sometimes things in life are meant to be slowly enjoyed, jokingly enjoyed, openly enjoyed. =)

My heart attitude just changed. Contented, thankful. Very much for ppl who are giving me prezzies these year 'coz I din much prepare, or almost din at all. Glad that my friends are all still living for God. And as for me, I want to run this race for God next year, I want to prove my faith through actions, I want to do what I preach. Love God with all my heart, soul, mind. .)
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