sometimes i think i'm getting more clear. yet i always end up realising i walk back to the starting point. it's just. i tell myself oh i'm going to forget.
and blah, the next moment u catch me crying again.
this month is really long and short. i dunno what to say. if really not for the show and of 'coz frens ard me. i probably wouldn't have knew wad to do.
tt day. pam was telling me abt her sweet story. i din know it would be so unbearable.
i was alr on the verge of tearing the entire time.
shan says, " when u give up and u're upset. and when u hold on make urself upset, it's different."
i know. how would i not know.
the whole world knows i am crawling my way thru (except u). izzi really tt? i really would much like to believe tt without me ur life is not well. but seems not so.
mama says, " aiya, if u cannot get a guy, just find an ang mo, at least he can bring u ard and fetch u to places to eat."
zw says, " can u treat urself better?"
so everyone wans to say, " give up, move on."
i just want to stop talking. maybe stop crying too.
charon