i admit this is a rescue blog. meaning to say, if i'm not writing now, i'm probably closing down this blog. anyway of such, it's not that i have NOTHING to write. oh well, sometimes. but i'm really trying to cope with this NEW life as well. it's not been particularly easy. actually the changes are much overnight. just that i don't seem to realise or i cope with it too slowly. but nevertheless, i'm still much the same. of coz some things made my life better, some things worse. it's better not to dwell on it i realise. especially after making known my family circumstances to this new group of ppl i met not too long ago. actually i did felt weird. which is wad i refer to the SHOCKINGLY sudden changes but only shock u after a while. yea, get on with it. it's still better to take it on postively, UNLESS you make it a point to sink with it.

anyway there seems so much to say now. i'm reminded of one incident after another. i think i'm always a crazy random person. when the ideas come, they don't stop. how i like such a way of life, coz i realise the other things in my life also always come in pairs, and not to mention they are usually good. as least good in the sense i make out of it. ok one thing at a time man.

1. i helped my fren to "resolve" her one time load and burning questions of the-man-of-her-life. It's strange, u know. people always engage in problems that are repitive or they just simply trap themselves in it. the solution is like RIGHT there, and u just say, "no no, i'm going the other way." i don't blame of coz, considering i'm also one of those. it's just that i'll really wan to make a good reminder: REALISE IT EARLY ya? making repeated mistakes is ugly, UGLY.

ya, which reminds me i've been guruing for my frens in their love problems for a long time. actually i do enjoy it. love to a woman is probably like pride to a man. argh doesn't sound very apt but what i'm trying to say is tt it's a HUGE thing ya? maybe dick was a better word. oh well. but of coz it doesn't apply to some (haha. u know i'm talking abt ...)
i actually can imagine myself engaging in such lifetime services. not as of an official counsellor. but something like katherine heigl in '27 dress.

yah talking abt big small changes. i OFFICIALLY announce i moved house.
yea and along with that came some pretty funny changes that happened to me. the mind is now resolve to doing things immediately after coming up ideas with it. and so, for past few weeks, i have been ACTIVELY studying, mind you. and of coz faithfully attending most lessons except that day when i had my usual, Cramps. and also since i was in the vinicinity of LOVE, embracing time with my fat de is definitely a must. i'm trying to explain for times u find me missing. then then there was FACEBOOK. facebook is a time occupying mindless activity that u do that u make good attempts of completing your life in the virtuals that u probably either can't do or won't do in your life. so it's an other life. haha. and then it was the lab reports, and then it was talking with shan shan. and then nothing else. everything here is nicely listed in % time allowances.

of coz moving over here also saves time in doing housework for me, but of which is nicely compensated by time that brother's homecoming creates terror for everyone. argh. talk abt the both of them disappearing. my mother's the magician and i'm the assistant u see. so she decides.

and anyway i've also been wondering wad kind of job i'll been doing when i come out. maybe because i'm too much with sch work it's better fantasizing abt other more beautiful things. ea and besides one i mentioned just now. i do wan to become a novel writer. i was really thinking abt seeing this person on the street and justing biblograph her or him with another unknown. and then make a good prediction of wad happens to them some time later. i'll make this known as 'stranger literal encounter stories'. sounds cool huh? i think it'll be a hit. maybe i should start trying.

actually i always reminded. i always have many dreams. but i dun dare dream big. maybe it has to do with sheer fact i'm afraid i won't carry it to the end. but i dun wan to die in vain. besides, this is the TIME, ain't it?

i still wan fashion designing. there'll always be this moment that some fabulous design comes to my head and i really want to just on the spot make the dress or clothe out. it's the 'artist' brain in me.

i have spur-of-the-moment cranky ideas. and after reading from somewhere that someone's favourite phrase is 'make it work', now it's my life.

when in time, will i realise these dreams i think of all the time in my youth. :P