Kinda happie...that day got myself a turqoiuse bag and had ice cream and hot dog at Ikea... but got diahorrea the next day lar.

Today leh...morning wake up diahorrea. stomache after that. good lor... ytd talk to someone until so late den bully me and make me angry only... then when he tired then remember that I tmr need to work and ask me sleep early...4 am le lor!!! Anyway...then the stomache was quite bad lor...cannot wake up...this time really not fake one. Then was telling mum about situation, and she gave me this tian cha thingy and then prayed for me...was touched la...finally she's not nagging. Then slept, woke up and diahorrea again...oh man...was for a while thinking I maybe just have to stay in the toilet the entire day... but no la. din. all coz of tt green curry at yoshinoya ytd...tastes okies but so powerful one.

Then was telling shawn abt it... got la...he always say would want to come and ... but can't ... okies lar...ppl busy. And somemore I missed Dom a bit, 'coz if I sick he surely will go all out to take care of me de, then my papa also...buy porridge for me, pour water, cover blanket, take me go see doc... haiz. where are all the caring men in my life? I was independent but alr used to being pampered. So of course will a bit bit disappointed that everyone in my hse also never realised I'm not okay...then shawn leh...haiz i duno... cannot expect too high. but then why u wan 2 say u would wan to come but cannot. I'd rather not hear lor...haiz...I dunno.

At 4pm in the afternoon then got strength on my own to get up and go see doc. Haiz...din eat the entire day feels so light but so weak also... thot shawn had finished his stuff alr but he din...was only telling him I'd be at the clinic...no need to tell me u can't come lar... wad's with me...?

Now finally feel better... but have been having this diahorrea/stomache thing since the start of attachment...izzi I too stressed? no leh... I eat too many spciy/fried food? ya lar...a bit...but now I dun eat also will stomache...sian...got timing one somemore lor... 10am and 3pm. And only happens durin' work time... haiz...rotting stomache. If I still dun get better I gotta go for a scope already. Shit lar...dun wan that...it hurts de.
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Anyway, also wanted to say something more light hearted...yay! I finally got started on my painting again... callma really got good tactics...ytd night went to cut the drawing block paper in fours then try out diff colour combi and painting stokes and designs...cool! I like it! then this afternoon, I tried on mono colour (red) with the neutrals: black and white...Not bad, not bad...did a lil' colour blending with it also...yep yep. But still got long way to go. Colour blending not easy lor...esp to get the exact colour I want...then strokes wise also still need to learn how to control...and I duno how to hold the paint brush!!! think I hold it like pen like tt...must ask callma teach me... hees. that's all for now. Should be churning more of these lil' cards as and when I'm free... =)