i am not believing i'm going to write this. but i shan't hide. or maybe, i can't.
days passed. i believe then, every moment was real. the day u left, it seemed to have became a dream.... it shocked me a lot. alot alot. the song "long juan feng" by jay best suits everything that happened. tell me why can everything happen so fast. and i was going into it, and u were falling out of it.
and u chose us to be sth nice. my gurl frens dun have anything nice to say abt u. seriously. and u act like u dun care much abt me. maybe u really don't. i cling on.
then... i felt numbness. i felt minimal pain. i felt bitter. i dun understand why. i think i can carry on... sad ok sad ok sad ok... happy? left. gone.
something precious i held on to. something precious i still want to hold on. something already slipped from my grip.
wadeva makes u happy.
wadeva.
not me.