i dun get it. i dreamt of him ytd nite... hospital again... why do i keep dreaming of my ex in hospitals? and the other character always happen to be another gurl he loves...or rather the ex...goodness.

Anyway. i can't really rem much of the dream... but it felt real. maybe because i was very bothered by wanting to understand why he stopped loving me. in the dream, i saw us together at first... den i was in this dining room...seemed a bit like my second house dining room. the hp was there... there was a few pictures flashing thru...probably mms sent over... showing his ex on the bed, then him, then some children...the last was actually this video...showing everything...

Apparently seemed like the ex was struck with a diesease of some sort... and he had to be by her side all the time... accompanying her.

Tt's all i remembered.

Then the morning, he smsed me...it was ytd's good nite.

See, i told him...we had telepathy. now still. ha-ha.

But then i myself also dunno wad to interpret from this... am i supposed to be happy tt he's supposed to be leaving me for a good reason...or unhappy tt he actually should be loving someone else all along.

I am awake after talking to him ytd. but the missing, or rather the missing part he took from me... makes me conscious no matter how well i look now, i am not fine...

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anyway i went to check the dream interpretation of hospital... since it's been more than once i dream abt my ex in a hospital scenerio... here goes:

Dream Interpretation: Hospital
The hospital is a symbol of care and recovery. If you dream about a hospital, ask yourself, which part of you needs healing. To see people close to you in the hospital indicates that you might hear some bad news about them. Lying in the hospital is a sign that a good friend will help you out of a difficult situation. Leaving a hospital in the dream means that you are ready to start a new business and emotionally you feel independent. If you are sick and you are in the hospital: the plans you've made won't work.

Source: Dream-Land, http://www.dream-land.info


And the one on my cell phone:

Cell Phone
To see or use a cell phone in your dream, indicates that you are being receptive to new information. It also represents your mobility.

To dream that you lost your cell phone, represents a lack of communication. You have lost touch with some aspect of your feelings or your Self.

From: http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/c2.htm

haha quite funny huh... i am supposed to hear bad news but i'm receptive... isn't tt in the first place ironic?

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