i can't conceal. i can't at all. ytd nite was... i dunno. i seriously dunno wad's he's thinking. i'm sure we are kor and mei now. but we don't talk tt much anyway. and he doesn't get jealous when ram was holding me. he's perfectly fine, engrossed in his dance. i know he likes trance. i was there just for him. when shan and the others were at zouk... but i dun like zouk also.
the time i was at r n b... just for a supposed half hour... wad was he thinking. ask me to go back... why din he just rush over to see i was fine anot. or msg me himself. i was dancing with someone else lor. he's my type. but i'm not into him at all. why?
when we walked back holding hands...den we stopped, tt guy kissed my forehead... u saw? did u? when we were near the vending machine, not knowing u guys were near... he removed the indian sticker on my head... u saw? why were u so distracted and unhappy when u saw me later? so aloof tt u forgot to say goodbye?
i know u still care for me. and i won't abuse that.
but wenjun, ur position in my heart hasn't changed. as much as mine has.
thanks for letting me see u once more. thou my head turned away most of the time. the heart is turned towards u.
and forgot to tell u a secret... almost every morning or at some time of the day. i think of u. i think of wad u are thinking at the same time.
getting over u is easy. getting over my feelings for u is hard.
if u wan this frenship still... can't u be more normal?
charon