i believe most of the time... and also looking at some of my past entries made me realised love is indeed a super-priority in my life. seems that half the time i'm talking abt it. at times i do think whether is it because i lack the passion that most youths in my life are supposed to have... like in some sport or interest. or is it i dun have too much difficulties in my life to conquer... like being desperately poor (not tt i am not poor, i'm more or less contented) or having to take care of many siblings... the kind of responsibility that comes about when the parents pass away or with age.

but oh well... life is pretty much good for me most of the time. in fact there shouldn't be much abt to complain. and i have to admit the year 2007 did start well... esp from a good ending of 2006...

Nearing the end of 2006, super unfortunately, i actually lost my dear 2nd k750i. in fact it was kana stolen @ tm. upset and uptight my mum wouldn't buy me another phone.

but perhaps... to my surprise it was the start of all beautiful things.

- my mum went to check for a new phone called k800i (the latest and most ex one now!!!)... of coz i din get that phone in the end. got k610i instead. but it's the thot tt counts. to me... at the very end of the yr, when i longed for love. i saw it. thou it was not exactly the love- love. but at then it was nice.

- the next time i really rem, i was spending x'mas with dear pam pam. plans plans and fabulous plans we wanted to make. mediterrian cuisine, dress well, wad to do in the afternoon after church... blah blah. i was crying and upset when i was at church. apparently got into the most terrible quarrel with my mum and she was trying to sound pam out like she was some bad company. ok terrible terrible. thou in the end me and my mum and my extended family went for lunch @ airport swensens, it sparked to another quarrel leaving me in tears again. At nite when i saw pam again, it was not a long period of time... 1 hr. before she meets her bf and after she met lee jing. i teared. because i was afraid she will leave me too. but all i wanted to say is this good fren said no. and i believe the best pic we took... outside max brenner's as my beloved closed fren and dear dear.

~some ppl always choose to never leave you.~

- then came the day for new year's eve. me and cy had a talk abt her life and of coz her and her guy. maybe things were set to be like this and tt. but it's good to hear she's ok.

- my only christmas card. the one from qy. i super treasure it. this is the first yr i only got one and i sent out none...(super guilty 'coz i was broke)

~ you're always somewhere in my heart. you'll always be.~

- and my dear dear cousin who always asks if i'm coming back keeps asking if i want to watch a movie with her. sweet gurl, u'll never be missed out in my life.

- went out with shiling. u know wad is called touched until nothing to say. she suggested airport... eat sakae buffet. okay, fine. i did rem telling her sometime ago i was broke. but i din expect her to str away after meeting me just said she was going to treat me. and after that the silly girl still tricked me into the chocolate shop we both loved, and say let's pick 5 each. and she gave me all to eat.

~ i'll definitely want to eat more... i'm missing you all the time babe!~

amazement in all these. because if not for them... i wouldn't be starting off my year happie and contented. instead u will see me sniffing here and there in tissues still.

oh... so for start of sch.... 2007. i have with me...

- a new waterbottle and "zee" -zebra like soft toy tt looks like eeyore. courtesy of youjun... i love zee. it sleeps with me everyday. so there are happie 3 frens on my bed now. haven used the bottle thou, *sniggers* u know why.

- my new lovely puma bag, that always set a half rebellious half causual tone. thou i dun like black, but seems tt i'm not going for all that bright colours anymore. give life a break!

- my new new k610i with tut tut. hehe it looks like the emoticon in msn when i type goodbye. hehe.

- got a lighter to use my long bought ikea candle.

- my new shoes bought my mum

- my new specs frame from my mum too. 'coz the nose bridge thing totally came off?!

not that i'm saying i love my mum 'coz she buys stuff. but she spends time with me too.

haha. i realised when i'm near the end of this blog, i din even achieve half of wad i was supposed to write. lolz.

but it was a good count of blessings thou. =)