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i wish...
A time for everything. Letting Go. ♥
[irreplaceable]
Freitag, November 17, 2006
cHaRoN posted at 12:36 PM

i dreamt abt him again. even now. let's not go into details.

i saw him with the gurl the second time. cried again. guess it's just hard not to?

i'm becoming very very scared.

i think i really cannot take it.

how? really how? i never felt so lost in my life before. girls, i really dunno wad to do.

these days i start to hallucinate if all was ever real. insecurities is eating into me like mad.

i'm so weak that i can't take pain and fear.

my eye aleady infected from tt crying. but i'm still crying. if it's going to take my eyes. i also dunno wad to do.

do u realise the consequences of wad u are doing?

where is my corner of comfort? where?