today i saw him with a gurl.
is it repititive?
i don't know.
i cried again. i hate myself for being silly. for not knowing how to hate him...
can't even generate any bit.
angry with myself why i cannot control.
one day, i'll stop loving him. let's wait for that one day to come.
i thot i was ok. why?
wake up.
u have no idea how tired i am. and i start to believe u don't care.
does it stop the pain? no.
i just want to be comforted. leave me alone.