In the middle of the night, here am I... tmr I am flying. I'll be gone for at least a week. Haiz. After all the irritated-ness... what I am thinking of, is simply whether would u realise this week is slightly different, or the week would have been the same. Will u miss me?
It was a last min decision to go. I think I wanted to get away from here, from thinking about u. Why...there are guys ard me better than u, yet my head has u only. I dunno wad is it..."like"? - Sounds so pricky this word.
Are u still remembering me? Are u irritated with me coz i'm too persistent? Are u thinking of me? I'm tired. But u're still here in my head.
Listening to this song... yup. some things are not chance chance er yi. If we are just like sparklers... fading off 'coz we're at the end of the stick... thanks for showing u once cared. You've been a good fren, really. I think I should be happie and stop having any crazy thots. Or maybe, time will tell. If u still remember, if I still remember, like if u said... it can be more than that, and if God permits...
Oh well.
"If"s are just my idealistic way of weaving beautiful dreams.
I will dilute it. I will. I can. I must try... try. Yes, try.
charon