Haiz. Yesterday really screwed up. Guess I prepared too last minute n was too nervous. Satring at cue card, stammering my way thru. Dress nice also no use. Luckily the q and a part kind of saved me in seeing that they feel impressed I got to do quite a lot of stuff during attachment. oh well... and rushing the reprot at school after tt. So tiring. But I'm still quite satisfied with my report. Of course won't get A le...but forget it. The mental breakdown the day before was too horrifying for me to wish for it again.
After that went to bishan eat Ajisen with SL and Cutie. Nice! I liked the black pepper beef ramen I ordered. As if I was the only one, SL was suggesting take cab to her hse and sleep... when I reached her hse, within 5 mins on the mattress in front of the "interesting" tv, I dozed off and found myself awake 2 hrs later.
Nite time went shopping with Joy. Marina Square is really cool lor...got all the shops we would like... mango, zara, topshop, miss selfudge, warehouse, puma and nike and adidas...plus all the shoe shops...still need to go town for wad? then had to mention meeting mr j here before...joy...pls...
At the end...still wanna say I'm tired. All this is over is good. But what am I gonna do next? Get a job? of course... spend time on my art again...yes i would like to... jog? yar... oh well. wish that it won't be boring. Getting my treat this week but not all that excited after all.
cheering up but not exactly happie or cheerful enuff.
wad exactly matters to me most now?
hmmm....will think abt it.
charon