haha....i'm just so happie today! i duno how should i exclaim over this...

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my life is brilliant.

ytd nite was reading my old blog @ freeopendiary. kinda surprised as i looked back...that life wasn't so narrow minded? why did i become so narrow minded, only needy for love? maybe that was why God became so small to me. Hmmmm... anyway was motivated to live life more than it it is...after reading cy's blog also. but of course, i see the way i write my blogs is so different now... i used to just recount wad happened. some feelings. how god appears in this incident. full-stop.

now, i have quotes, songs, of course plus all the love written in the weirdest form of expression and all...

back to today. woke up late and din go church. not really coz of din wan go service. juz not the family day. ok i was avoiding tt.

but after tt... was lazing ard. then i decided... i should be motivated. should do my stuff... my final report, my ppt. yep, went airport alone. walked alone to the expo bus stop. felt good. haven't been quiet and alone with the wind, god, nature like flowers. went mac. had my ice lemon tea and apple pie. sweet. was nice "high tea". listening to chinese love songs. soothing and happie ones. =) (did remind me of dom a while...jian dan ai...haiz) conscientiously doing my work. thou 3 hrs short time spent, fruitful and lovely. i think the guy on the table beside me also got to study well ba. oh! brought my lovely turqoise bag out today. like it after all... have alr turqoise pants and top. i can be a turqoise person! hahaha...

went to viweing gallery a while. so short stretch now, so far away from the air planes. apparently now have one more space from the viewing glass to the next glass panel to the airplane, 'coz of the cafe housed below for those passengers flying off. kinda wished u were here.

wanted to go tamp to help mum get grocceries, plus see my presentation clothes, plus get the click five cd. the urge to get their cd quite long le...like their style. i duno why...after pam predicted what kind of songs i'll like. i think i also realised. aiyo...i'm actually so teenager at heart! haha... teenage love is cute, innocent, sweet, dumb yet unforgettable. never once will u act so silly and still can laugh at urself so happily. so i really love their songs when i heard...esp the pop princess! ytd when i went to search for the lyrics i alr got feeling i will like...then when i heard...oh man! luv it.

ya so i ended up in simei actually. after buying their cd, saw the manhunt thingy a while. oh...so cannot make it! hmmm.. disappointment. why body looks good, face looks good, open the mouth... ok, ok, u can go back. anyway was wearing my diff beads bracelet with the hanging stuff...the one i lost the heart accessory on it :( yah and when i go back already dun haf le... so sad...but got new stuff lar...was asking the salesgirl where i can find it...but she says their stuff is imported so it'll be difficult to find...:(

but we just started chatting abt art instead...and she asked me if i was an art person... i said no, taking engineering. haha...then she thot wad i was wearing was quite arty farty...oh no! i felt quite flattered...

hees. then we went on talking abt art... like learning to appreciate nature, the finer things in life, being perfectionist a lil, training and improving the visual senses, know how to imagine/visualise... and her experiences...as an art student, going to arts sch, her jobs and how she ended up here... plus plus some of her advice to me on pursing art and wad kind of art and so on...it was such a wonderful conversation! gave me her name card and i could go find her again next weekend!

ya...came back watch ming xing ou xiang...been sometime din spend time in front of tv... was quite nice la, not bad... even thou the guy i think better, leo, should win but bryan won and it was fine la...not much an impact on me coz i also din keep catching the initial episodes of this competition. haha.

yea~ enjoyed myself. without frens. without anyone special. juz me realising how beautiful life can be. how cheerful i was and can be too. yeeeeeeee......eah!