i apalled at what i have now. everything's good, from my studies, not skipping lessons... except today. ooops. taking the elective i really like. great match. my poly frens and i seem to have a bit more of a conversation too. =) money spent is still kinda within control, and i still try to eat pretty healthy food, with my veggies... the b'day party preparations have been going fine thou i panic abt it half the time, 'coz i keep worrying it won't turn out well.
a sec sch fren contacted me. and probably i could meet up with him soon too. actually he's probably the next person besides my ex to treat me so well... and i should be super contented thou it's weird how he all of sudden contacted me and we got into a weird situation over here.
but that boy. that boy i thot i can forget and continue my life 'coz he ditched me. seems tt even with someone ard it doesn't work. that boy leaves such a significant memory.
i used to think i really wanted to be good frens still. and all tt i wished we still might have done. now i'm just lost. the cold shoulder he usually gives to others, now i have a taste.
didn't know that life without u is still like a hole.
only then i realised again that u're the only one i will be happie with.
charon