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i wish...
A time for everything. Letting Go. ♥
the "simple" life
Freitag, April 28, 2006
cHaRoN posted at 12:33 AM

i see myself as cheerful.

of course recently, a broken frenship caused some upsets.

then, when i least expect... was sorting out my mum's letters today (like finally...) and realise the sum of debt, over the hse.

went for interview and din noe whether to accept coz thinking abt the pay...selfish me.

din want to work this weekend as waitress.

then when i came home, finally tried to understand the situation. yah...not simple.

~reminded me of ytd's conversation with nic.
me:" i think i'm simple."
nic: "simplicity is complexity, and complexity is simplicity"
me:" why?"
nic:" there...you ans ur own question."
me:"hur? i only get the first part"
me:" oh i get it..."
din realise in the simplest mind, still lies complexity. and of course, what seems complex is actually very simple...~

simply owing too much, and only paying off snowballing interests. and i am not working, so can't even lighten the load. my mum dun wan me to stop my education coz of my results. hahaha. so proud of a piece of paper that can't even feed me. haiz. okies... i now know i've been selfish.

seems that running away is always my option.

anyway, after that. i just decided i should take up the admin job shiling getting me. b'coz... there are more problems to my life than i thot, just tt i've amplified on one and thot it was some big deal... and also...

something i'm gonna be quite glad abt... i wanna go for SHAPE's 2nd yr anniversary marathon...the first marathon in singapore for girls and women! quite exciting...i've never been to one before...and ever since during my attachment when my boss told me the maranthon she and her colleagues trained for and went... i want to go for one too! and also my kor...marathon runner leh!!! haha... got 2 mths to train. so i mus be determined!!! go yuhan! haha... mus jia you for me hor! And my partner, pam, who sure can make it de... but for our first time, we will go for the leisure one instead of the competitive one. =)

Looking forward.