okay...i decided this is going to be a short entry. haha. so bear with it.
very weird, very interesting, very tormenting, how long more?
din know two minds can be so near in thought... yet can drift so far apart. hearts can be missing each other, but all along in denial. i duno am i really describing wad i am feeling, but well... i hoped it wasn't an assumption on my part all along.... 'coz i've been fooled so many times.
the heart is a tricky thing i've always tried to use the mind to figure out its feelings...
so before i left, mind-trick...pyscho myself was really quite a good way. listen my mum's advice, believe tt again, between which u are just not the one... and even, coming out of the airport, determined i will forget everything and be more independent.
and yet. triggered. half by u, more by myself... keeping myself silent in my inner world to listen carefully wad it wants. haha, when i realised... that i became more sure...
u changed. (funny. if i liked the way u were, will u not?)
when u were there, i din appreciate. retribution lor.
always thought i wouldn't even fall for u.
the trick has just began... but i guess it will end soon.
if i were to say something,
"keep in sight, wad matters to u most."
charon